This is all beginning to feel like one big joke. Trial & Error Treatment...is not good enough for me. My life is becoming nothing more then one big blur. I'm so angry, sick, in pain, and completely annoyed but all I seem to know to do is cry. 

How am I suppose to go to school when I can't even get out bed and I'm not even focusing while I'm there. I'm to busy thinking of what my reality is and feeling like I should be online researching or something. I use to love school...